Do you think this is wrong?

A previous question of mine was about how I'm so wrapped up in Robert Pattinson (mainstream now, I know) and how I want to feel better about it. One of the answers commented that it's easy to get caught up in a fantasy world/life, and I kinda think I'm so into my daydreams about my imaginings of a different life with him that I'm losing touch of my real current life. I never felt like I would be starting high school all throughout the summer. I started today, but even yesterday I just went back into the safety of my daydreams so it never occurred to me until this morning when I woke up, and then I had a panic attack. I hyperventilated the whole bus ride and thought of him as much today as I could to keep me from thinking of what I didn't want to think of - that I'm really starting school again, and I'm terrified of school because I don't want to be lonely again like I was last year, it was horrible. This summer has been lonely for me as well because my father - our relationship is very, very volatile (he doesn't abuse me, physically at least) and strenuous so I just thought of Robert Pattinson whenever my dad called me an a**hole or disgusting or something, but he's said things like that to me my whole life. I am obsessed with Robert Pattinson in every literal sense of the word, and I think it's escalated past just a ';celebrity crush'; that most people have. Now it's as if ';he's my own personal brand of heroine'; (I'll steal Edward's line) and I need him, or at least to think of him, otherwise I'll feel depressed, and I'm not exaggerating anything. He makes me feel happy and hopeful that I won't be so alone forever, and seeing his face and hearing his voice brings me such joy. Irresistible.

Is this really so wrong?Do you think this is wrong?
You need to seek professional help ASAP! You are delirious and think you'll be with him oneday, that ridiculous. Not trying to be an @sshole but please get help.Do you think this is wrong?
You are a child !!

Focus on being a child. Stay away from the TV, computer...etc.

You need in-patient treatment......tell your parents that you need help.
No I don't. Actually its pretty typical for abused children, especially girls to immerse themselves in some sort of fantasy world to cope with the terrible treatment they get. Its almost like a cinderella syndrome.



If Robert Pattinson/Edward Cullen makes your life a little easier, then go right ahead. But you should also pursue other interests and make more friends.



BTW, fantasy author Teri Windling was sexually abused by her own father and used fairy tales to cope with it. Now look at her, she is a successful author and world traveler.
Your lonely and your father is mean to you. You want someone to keep you safe, so when you saw him in the theters or read him in the book you felt that is the person you need in your life, a protector. Try making some friends and trust me this will go away because you will feel less lonely. It`s like to keep your self from feeling lonely you thought of robert, well robert`s charecter. And as for your dad, try to make a beter relshonship with him but if it keeps happening talk to your school counsler. She will also keep you from being lonely. bye!